2011 11 16

Is whether being a child and not knowing the bad things good or bad? I have been thinking about this question everyday. I sometimes want to go back to kindergarten so I don't have to worry about anything, I can just play and be happy for the whole day. But sometimes, I want to grow up too. I want to be able to do what I want to do and can know all the things that happened on this world. Today,I heard something that made me very sad, and don't know what to do. My aunt lived in America, she normally came back to Taiwan about twice a year. Every time she came back, she would bring presents for me and my cousins. She suicided two years ago.  But know one told my cousin, because he was only three years old when my aunt died. Today, when I was playing with my cousin, he just popped out this sentence "So long time didn't see aunt, I miss her so much. She always bring me toys." I don't know what to say. I was thinking that is it good for him to not know the truth?